things only i know about
i was thinking to my self about some things that i have witnessed in my life that i have never told anybody. its a weird feeling. i mean they are very very personal and heavy. at least to me. but its nice to kind of have something that exists only in my mind. it makes me feel like i have 100% controll of something that is mine. at the same time i will tell somebody eventually. i feel like i need to. becuase if i were to die tonight they would be lost forever. weird thoughts weird thoughts……
MOTHER OF PEARL!!!!!!!
i saw this video blog thing by this guy named sxephil. i used to watch his online show in middle school but i had not seen it in a long time. but then i logged on to youtube and saw in the promoted videos a video of his about how kim kardashian was making like 40000000 dollars on a new show. and i was like -___- and dissappointed. so i clicked on it and it was a little depressing about the kardashins abd how much money they have now and he also talked about anorexia and bulimia which hit kind of close to home. but than he talked about some lighter topics and i saw his shirt and i was like LEAPING LIZARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUMPING JEHOSHAPHATS!!!!!! MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was the same shirt of a transformer fighting a care bear that i got at good will like a week ago. i paused the video and pumped up the music and started to dance and flip out (what i do when i am home alone and i am really happy (i did the same thing when i got an interview for the SCA)) so now i am wearing the shirt and am feeling good.
BTW i am in my sisters room which is where my computer is and where i do all my homework since she moved out. my room does not have purple walls and shelves covered in knick-knacks haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwfdCmHxAOA&feature=g-u-u
